You are moving forward...
I'm still at the same point.

Is not just about love
but also friendship....

Is it true that gemini like me
will always can't get a true heart friend? or partner?

Is it true that we always feel unsave
and not trust any other people?

I'm trying very hard guys...

I can't be the person you all want to...
I really not the person who talk much
I can't really approach you all
don't know why...

If i have 10 friends.....
how many will they know me well or i close with he or she?
I bet no one.....

Imperfect

Imperfect gives us strong will to do better next time but....
the question is...
is there a 2nd chance??
are you sure you can do better next time??

Have fun with
Brenda, I Shuen, Queenie, Wenn sheng,
Han leon, Hui xin, Wan tching and wan ying
at SUNWAY LAGOON.....!!!!!

Amusement park is awesome...!!!
Scream like someone saw a ghost or what.

But still....there is something makes me sad and cry....

When things not allow me to do something
i against it.
When things allow me to do something
i can't do it.

I miss the fun......for last few hours....
I feel loneliness again.....
I feel imperfect again
I feel disappointed again
I miss the chance again

I hate this feeling
I hate repeating something that makes me feel useless
feel missing something....

Suddenly i miss someone again....

Sometime when you have too much fun
you will feel that i still missing something
missing something that you always want to be
just a little bit more
just missing that little thing
that will makes thing different
makes thing perfect

I had done everything with my friends....
but not with my loved one

regretfulness will always be my deep cut scar in my heart.

Bye guys....
A cloudiness day

Rainning

Hey guys....

Finally the weather start to be cooler....

Is raining.....is so cool
i am back to who i am like last year.
Sad...emo....

Everything just so similar....
just like repeating history...

Different people same attitude
Different place same incident
Everything seems like different but the feeling is same....

Who should i talk to...
How should i tell people about this
What i should do

If everything just like rain which will wash away easily
and another sunny day will come.....

Lucky day...

Ladies and gentlemen.....!!!

Yesterday i had started my college.
I was so excited
but my class was so so so so terrible QUIET....
No one i knew....but still i get to make new friends...xD

Okay....let's talk about today....!!! xD
Today is a lucky day...
1st, i finally passed my driving exam.
2nd, when i was alone in college....i meet my friend
3rd, my class has been cancelled....so that i can back home.

Oh....one more thing...
when i am waiting for the lift,
i meet my classmate.....
but they do not say "hi" to me...
i like so sad....like they don't know me.

Then, when i walk in the lift.
I say "hi" to them ....they still can't recognize me!!!!!!!
Slowly....slowly...then i ask them
"you guys don't know me?????"
"I'm from your class...!!!"

Then few second later....
they say " oh.....is you...we really can't recognize you"
"you tie your hair up today....is really different..."

I like...."......................." speechless....
am i look so different when i tie my hair and i don't??? ==

Is it a good thing????
Or not???

okay...that's all for today ...
see ya guys...
bye

Result day

SPM result day....!!!

Every people have different expectation.....
Some aim for straight A+...
Some aim for straight A
Some just aim for few only...

Some people cry because they get 9A+ 1A
Some people cry because they din't get straight A

People who keep on say they sure can't get
but at the end they get straight.

People who always get good result
but at the end they can't get straight.

I'm the second one...
I just get 5A+ 3A 1A- 2B+
I'm really not satisfied with my result.
I don't know why my malay get B+.
Those subject that i always get A but i get B in real...
I cry every time people ask for my result.....=(

Sorry that i disappointed everyone who put high expectation on me...
Sorry to my friends who din't get good result in SPM but i still cry in front of you.
Sorry to my teacher that i din't get what you expect.

Anyway...
I had a great..awesome celebration with my friends at sunway.
Had a crazy day at karaoke...xD

Finally,
maybe today will be our last time meeting each other....
although i can't even talk to you
but glad that i heard your news.

Bye guys....

Miserable

Don't know why...

start from last saturday

i feel very depress....

Maybe is pressure? worry? miss?

I don't know how to say 

how to describe....

Feel so stupid and useless

Don't know what should i do now.............

Everything just haven't settle....

can't settle...

触景伤情

曾经是那么那么甜蜜的情侣分手了
一旦他们再一次相遇
他们却成了最熟悉的陌生人。

同一个地方

同一个时间

同一个情景

却不同的身份。

一个在内一个在外
一个在左一个在右
两个不约而同地互相逃避。

当一对情侣分了，
身边的朋友不停地问个究竟
而且还是在同一个场合下发生。

原本以为可无动于衷，
不过当我一一回答所有问题时，
心里却酸酸地，闷闷地。

在一次在他背后默默地往着
眼泪情不自禁地流下。

虽然很不想离开
虽然我们无语
虽然相隔很远
却还是很想和他待在同一个地方
偶然的偷偷看他
不过我们始终还是必须有一个离开
因为我们都在对方面前演戏
隐藏真真的自己。

原来我还不能当他是朋友
依然放不下。

好想好想念以前
可是却只剩下回忆罢了。