Lucky day...

Ladies and gentlemen.....!!!

Yesterday i had started my college.
I was so excited
but my class was so so so so terrible QUIET....
No one i knew....but still i get to make new friends...xD

Okay....let's talk about today....!!! xD
Today is a lucky day...
1st, i finally passed my driving exam.
2nd, when i was alone in college....i meet my friend
3rd, my class has been cancelled....so that i can back home.

Oh....one more thing...
when i am waiting for the lift,
i meet my classmate.....
but they do not say "hi" to me...
i like so sad....like they don't know me.

Then, when i walk in the lift.
I say "hi" to them ....they still can't recognize me!!!!!!!
Slowly....slowly...then i ask them
"you guys don't know me?????"
"I'm from your class...!!!"

Then few second later....
they say " oh.....is you...we really can't recognize you"
"you tie your hair up today....is really different..."

I like...."......................." speechless....
am i look so different when i tie my hair and i don't??? ==

Is it a good thing????
Or not???

okay...that's all for today ...
see ya guys...
bye

Result day

SPM result day....!!!

Every people have different expectation.....
Some aim for straight A+...
Some aim for straight A
Some just aim for few only...

Some people cry because they get 9A+ 1A
Some people cry because they din't get straight A

People who keep on say they sure can't get
but at the end they get straight.

People who always get good result
but at the end they can't get straight.

I'm the second one...
I just get 5A+ 3A 1A- 2B+
I'm really not satisfied with my result.
I don't know why my malay get B+.
Those subject that i always get A but i get B in real...
I cry every time people ask for my result.....=(

Sorry that i disappointed everyone who put high expectation on me...
Sorry to my friends who din't get good result in SPM but i still cry in front of you.
Sorry to my teacher that i din't get what you expect.

Anyway...
I had a great..awesome celebration with my friends at sunway.
Had a crazy day at karaoke...xD

Finally,
maybe today will be our last time meeting each other....
although i can't even talk to you
but glad that i heard your news.

Bye guys....

Miserable

Don't know why...

start from last saturday

i feel very depress....

Maybe is pressure? worry? miss?

I don't know how to say 

how to describe....

Feel so stupid and useless

Don't know what should i do now.............

Everything just haven't settle....

can't settle...

触景伤情

曾经是那么那么甜蜜的情侣分手了
一旦他们再一次相遇
他们却成了最熟悉的陌生人。

同一个地方

同一个时间

同一个情景

却不同的身份。

一个在内一个在外
一个在左一个在右
两个不约而同地互相逃避。

当一对情侣分了，
身边的朋友不停地问个究竟
而且还是在同一个场合下发生。

原本以为可无动于衷，
不过当我一一回答所有问题时，
心里却酸酸地，闷闷地。

在一次在他背后默默地往着
眼泪情不自禁地流下。

虽然很不想离开
虽然我们无语
虽然相隔很远
却还是很想和他待在同一个地方
偶然的偷偷看他
不过我们始终还是必须有一个离开
因为我们都在对方面前演戏
隐藏真真的自己。

原来我还不能当他是朋友
依然放不下。

好想好想念以前
可是却只剩下回忆罢了。

Reminder

Think back from now.....

Let's ask you guys a question...

People who end the relationship first is it wrong?

Do you know the person who say that is more hurt then
the person who listen?

Sometime is hard to explain to other people why you do that.
Sometime we will think why we have to explain?
To protect our image?
To show that you are a good girl or boy?

Love is something and is the only one we can't explain
right?

You still love that person
but why you still want to break?

Reason may be so ridiculous....
other partner may not accept
but is truth...!!

Few months later......

you maybe hate me
or don't even want to be friend with me
(i know that i can't treat you as friend too)

although sometime i feel regret what i did
until now....i still miss you so much
i still cry for you once in the midnight

but one thing i realize....
i miss you but my sensation tell me that
we never can be together anymore....

When we both meet again.....
we may treat each other as stranger
strange than a stranger

Am  i a failure?
Haiz....
I know i just write a stupid post
I just try to lie to myself....

anyway....
i'm not emo again...
i'm just worry about today night party.
I really don't know what should i do when i see him.
Or maybe i just think too much...
maybe he may not even exist in the party...
I just don't know why i still care about this...

maybe is just used to it?

Okay...guys
night...

Why every bad thing i have to go through twice?
or even more and more which i haven't go through yet.

Why i keep on repeating my mistake?

I feel terrible now.
I even feel useless.

Sorry that i disappointed everyone of you.

Phobia

Hey guys....

i have a bad news here....

i fail my driving test on monday....=(

Now i really getting more and more nervous...

i scare i cant make again...

how can i overcome my phobia..??

Anyone??

Next week really a scary week...

3 important things happen all together on next week.

My driving re-exam.....

SPM result come out

State Competition...

Aiyo....

anyone can help me please...

i think i can't live till next week....

gonna get heart attack next week.