Movie

High school musical 3.
Gosh....
I cried when i watched them dance.

"Can I have this dance"
This song makes me think about prom.

I don't know what will happen that day.
I just know that i'm alone.
You may sit so near to me
but you are not belongs to me.

Dream dream dream

I had a dream this morning.
I was awake because of this dream.

I couldn't remember what dream is it.

A don't know is good or bad.
What i remember is a dream between us.

"日有所思，夜有所梦"

Think about you day and night.

Story during exam

Day 1
bm paper may out of topic

Day 2
bi not enough time to write
even forget to write name ==

What will happen on day 3 and following days?
Oh no....
i seriously don't know what going on with me..
Haiz

This time sure will worser than previous exam ah.

4 days

20/09/2010
Girl's six sense is always right.
Or girl always guess right.

From you :
"Yes. Study first."

This words is right
but i just can't accept.

21/09/2010
And now you tell me the truth.

Truth always cruel.
Now i only know i'm the reason.

I have no right to ask you.
But why must choose to leave.

Is the best way for you but not me.
You can concentrate but i just can't stop thinking.

When i choose you that time

you leave me.

Seeing you so close
but i just can't approach you.

22/09/2010
Today is mooncake festival.
Today suppose a day which loves ones gather but not for me.

People always say
when you miss someone
look at the moon....
He maybe looking at it too.

Holding my phone all the time
i'm waiting.....

23/09/2010
Seeing other couples so sweet.

At school,
Every moment
i just can't stop looking outside
searching......

Looking at you
I wonder what are you thinking
Do you miss me as i do?

I really forcing myself to study study...
i just can't do so....


You telling me there is hope.
But you are avoiding me too....
Why?


Give up or keep?


You stole my happiness, my heart and everything.
And now you leave me just a "study"
without any words
without telling me what to do.


Fighting with my mind all the time now......
study and stop thinking........

School reopened...!!

I thought is a new day
but is not.....

Everything just like last time.
Giving me hope and throw it away again.

3 days past....
now is the forth day already.
I'm still don't know what's going on.

Do i really think too much again?
But is it possible a person can change 360'
in 4 days? or perhaps just in 1 day?

I'm pushing myself and
tell myself you have to find out....
But i realize when i'm standing in front of you
i'm speechless.....
I just don't know how to ask you/
I just scare you will hate me
because i'm too annoying.

I don't know why you always won't
honest to me...
won't tell me what you thinking.....

Simple or complicated

Love is something that
we never never never
can compare......

Never never never
tell each other
how much you love him or her
how much you have did for him or her
how you have given.....

not because you
don't love or you did nothing
because you love him or her more than
word can describe or list out
because you did more than he or she want.

When we fight....
no one will lose or win....
but everyone hurt
especially when we try to
show how much we did and love.

But we always say...
tell each other.....everything

Sound contradict right?
Or love is complicated.....

Noise and quiet

14/09/2010
Suppose to be a nice day
but obviously not.
Is a bad day.
I thought suppose to be a day
which make us get closer
but now we get further and further.

No date anymore??
Sound unbelievable.

Is this related to that day?
the day that still have 45 days to go?
Or i not even being invited?

15/09/2010
today sound quiet.....
is very very quiet.
oh well....
i din't expected to be so so serious.
until you have to avoid me
or just i think too much.
But now become something
that will need times and days or weeks or months
to make thing change.

5Kukuh Class party.....

Oh yeah....!!
Our class party is on
08/09/10
(nice day right??)

Once i stepped into sunway

guess what i saw??

I saw few guys lying on the railway.

Once we step in...

what we say?

Take PHOTO

Toilet

Train....(this picture look cool)

at phot mechine

Sound crazy right??

So big still play bumper car....

7 crazy people

me, bren, shi hui, jena, zen zuan

william,zhi yean

Group photo....

Luckily get to take photo....

Thanks to bumper car...

Smile

Hot and pretty Girls....

Random picture...

Don't know why we love to take this...

Say Goodbye to Shogun...

Oh wait....

Guess how much we eat....??

$$1961

Summary of what we did in sunway:

~take photo

~test my dress (anyway very paiseh)

~Shogun

~bumper car

~ last but not least .......WE SAW LAU KAI FAI..........

Oh well...

this class party quite fun.....

i think we did get more close together.....

-end-

Holidays....

Oh well....
one week had past....

Can't remember what i did
because i did nothing...!!!

Everyday just
sleep, eat, facebook, shopping, movie..

My target for this holiday:
Finish account, chemistry, bio, sejarah, physic

One week had gone....
i just study account and few chapter for bio..haiz
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Still got 2 more day....
now i realize something....
Something that i need to do everyday..
and now i stop for 6 days already....
How hard to past my day.....

Hope that time will go faster.....
I miss so much....
Fast come back la.....

A day before holiday.....

People always say :

everyday is a new day.

I really believe that is truth.

I always believe that thing will change one day.

Today i have a hope

but does not come true.

I tell myself never mind

today does not make it come true

then i will wait for tomorrow.

Everyday i wait and wait

i even try me best to make it come true

but every time i fail to do it.

I tell myself again never mind

i can wait. 

I give myself a chance.

Every second passed-by.

Everyday i tell myself the same thing

everyday i feel so tired so disappointed

everyday i feel so sad

even everyday i keep on being the annoying one.

I thought you understand

and you tell me that you understand

but i know you don't.

I finally understand what your feeling.

Waiting really is tough.

But one thing you will never understand

my feeling is 10 times more hurt than you.

If everything i have to say

i have to beg you to do it

then i really feel that i very useless.

Begging someone to do what i want?

sound so cheap....

Do for only one day? Do just to satisfy me?

i feel more sad.

What i want just 5 to 10 minutes....

Why take you whole life to do it.

Is it simple?

Everyday you are breaking my hope, 

I really don't want to be an annoying person

who everyday fight with you to satisfy my wish.

I don't want to cry for it everyday.

I really tired.

What you want me to do now?

I everyday tell myself

give you one more chance...one more chance

even i force to tell you a dateline 

you still can't do it.

Why you always make me disappointed?

Why always make me want to give up.

I really don't want to give up

do you understand?

Why force me to do that?

Until now i thought you should know i don't want to.

suffer for long period or short?

how long do i need to go through?

What should i do?