streaming...!!!

Omg..!!
Just heard the news about streaming next year.
I cant believe i'm in 5K.
I thought my friend just kidding but is truth.

I will miss 4C so much.
4C just give me lots of memories.
People there make me feel so warmth just like family.
i will miss you guys so much. ^^
Love you all....muahx

Say hi to 5K.
But i will be so so so......STRESS there.
All smart people there....
I'm gonna kill myself.
No life for form 5.... :(
Really go to war...haiz

Tonight
i will have a bad bad dream..
or even cant fall asleep... =.=

Back to war

5 more days to go and school reopen soon.....
Suddenly so desperate back to school.

Get ready to the war.....
No more playing ....
No time to rest.
Hectic life is started soon...

I still have 5 more days to recover.
Can i do it??
I don't know but i will try my best ^^

Final ending

Hey..hey...hey..

Raining session is finally ended.

No more tears to cry.

These few days just too tired about everything.

What i should do, what i should say

i just did it today.

I understand what the answer means.

I finally accept it.

I won't do anything about this again.


Time to let go.

And concentrate on study ^^

The next time you guys see me on school reopen

will be a new wai yien ^^

After Xmas

26/12/09

Back to hometown xD

And we had a BBQ.

This was the best BBQ ever that i had.

We planning to have another BBQ on chinese new year.

Chickens...

And Chickens...

Hotdogs and fishes....

Yummy....xP

Finally we clear all the food....

Then, back to gambling....xD

Mahjong

While some of them playing playstation, psp....

Chatting around....

-End-

Xmas eve

24/12/09

Xmas eve should be happy right?
So i decided to join my friends to lagoon xD
When i arrived there only knew that there were 3 of us only.
But we had a lot of fun there ^^

nice view right?

Say hi to our organizer ^^

Only guy

Me xD

We were siting cup....

Can you me me and soon yong?? haha

So call shoe ride...

I love this pirate ship so much..

It was awesome.

Hang up 360...

We went to swimming pool too.

Something happened in the "river".

I dropped my spec in the water.

That time i knew i was stepping my spec.

But when i moved a bit then lost it.

Walk around the river for almost 1 hour i think?

They kept on asking me to give up and played other games first.

But did i have mood to play other game? No..

Finally, thanks God.

A guy found my spec.

But i forgot how that guy looked like.

Din't where spec ma..

Later we liked stalking that guy's brother.

Cause yu hsuan wanted to see how the guy looked like xD

But we couldn't find him.

Anyway thanks a lot to him

Time to say goodbye

Went back home almost 7 night.

But home was so so quiet...............

And i got scold by parents badly =.=

Because i din't picked their calls

and din't call back home while i was enjoying.

Luckily i found back my spec if not i would get scold more badly.

Today really a good starting but bad ending.

Got scold by parents for few days

and no outgoing anymore....haiz...

Said goodbye to all the upcoming activities :(

Anniversay

I'm back.

Now i have my mood back to update.

23/12/09

Guess what so special today?

Yeah...yeah...

My "Mom and Dad 24th Wedding Anniversary"

We went to Victoria station to have our dinner ^^

Our delicious dishes xP............

But i forgot what the name already xD

         

 

        

Here our group photo...

Wish mom and dad live happy ever together....

Love..muahx

X'mas present...??

I keep on telling myself 

no matter what happened i won't cry on x'mas..

Everything happened just let it be and forget about it.

Be a good girl..

Don't do anything wrong

Be careful when i talk

Think before i react

I really try very very hard

but i don't know why

i just do nothing but i get scold hardly...

Something that is normal..and i do it everyday

but today seem like something eyesore or irritate to someone.

Now i always feel like i will get scold anytime any moment.

Even now i'm posting.

Is it once i did wrong than it means i will forever did wrong?

Once i did wrong bring whole life suffer?

I really can't withstand what just happened lately.

Too many things happened in the same time.

I don't know where my tears come from?

Just like running water that never stop.

Happy moment just like few seconds

but all those unhappy and scary moments 
like days and years....

My parents asked what i want for my xmas present.

I didn't say anything...nothing.

But what i really want is happy.

I want forget every bad memories and forgiveness from everyone. 

But this will never happened right?

Except one day miracle or accident happened

that i lost all my memories.

This is what i get for my xmas present.

-signed off-

A present that never give to you

Break in house!
Break my heart!
nothing left....
nothing to break anymore.
Why don't break my mind, clear my mind.
So i won't keep on thinking.
Do something stupid, repeat my mistake and make me regret.


What should i do now?
I did something terrible and unbelievable.
Is too sudden to me.
I can't believe i will say that.


What am i thinking is it truth?
The truth just explain why i did all those things.
What i have done before is it just a lie?
Why should i lie then?


Is there any chances anymore?
Should i think about that or just forget about it?
If no then how long it take to heal my wound?
You have been so deeply in my heart.
My mind just all about you now.
If yes then what should i do?
Is just too contradict if i say yes.


Why i make it so complicated?

Love isn't blind?

No matter what either one of us did wrong

we just can forgive each other unconditionally. Isn't it?

But i really did something that i can't even forgive myself

so how could i ask you to forgive me anymore.

Is it really the last time i heard that kind of words from you?


Every question just make another question to occur.
Just like what happened to us.


-signed off-

What a gathering??

18/12/09
Yesterday,
3D gathering was held at sunway pyramid.
But so called 3D gathering just 7 persons attended.
(me, yu hsuan, yen lin, chuan wei, shi hui, ser hwei, tzi ying)
3D still had some class fee.
So we use to buy for movie AVATAR.
Overall just needed to pay RM2 per ticket :)

Then,
we went to secret recipe to have our lunch.
We had fun there...and talked along with each other xD
After that,
we took some group pictures.

 Girls only...xD

Chuan wei (the only guy) was the christmas tree ^^

Went to cinema and bought some drinks.

When the movie just started few minutes...

i received a call from my mom.

She said "do you wanna come back?"

I laughed " the movie just start only. why?"

"our house get break in by thieves, come back and check what have you lost"

Gosh...i'm totally speechless and don't know what to to.

I want to watch movie...darm thieves..

We had 3D gathering at sunway 
but the thieves gathered at my house x(

Went back home, what i saw.....my house

Broke my lock..

Where's my lcd??

They even stole the remote control and whole set of tv...

how smart they are!!

Now we use 21 feet small tv to watch (half he lcd) x(

Even XO also stole x(

I don't know why they stole house phone??

Where is my laptop?? Stoled..

That's how they broke my master room door !!!

Can you see many things lost...??

My jewelleries...!!!

How messy??

Omg??

Phone?? Watches?? Wallets??

My brothers gonna faint to clear these..

I lost my portable dictionary(my pmr present)

..and necklace x(

But my roon is neat depends on other rooms.

Maybe they not enough time or they saw too much books..xD

Total lost : LCD, laptop, watches, phones, bag, wallets, moneys, XO, 2 portable dictionary,

signature pad, even my basket also stole to pack the items and jewelleries...x(

Our passport also got stole...gosh...

I think got lost around 30k ba..x'(

Guess what my "beloved" neighbours told us??

Neighbour 1 : I heard somebody shout but no one in. Then i din't care.

Neighbour 2 :  I saw someone carries the LCD, I thought you took your tv to repair.

The car is Waja too same as your car...and they are chinese..owh...(disgrace la)

How smart my neighbours are??? Haiz..

We went to police station to report.

Then they came my house, took some photo, and asked this and that.

They tried to took fingerprint but they said din't have any fingerprint left.

Actually we thought that the polices were not very serious while checking.

They just simply checked and said dont have.

Maybe was not murder case so they just checked around.

At night,

all of us busy clean our house and we gotta found our all resits to claim insurance..

But still some resits where lost and we just can claim 1/3 of insurance only..

still cant get back what we had lost..

We also heard my mom friends house also broke in by thieves.

Her child was in the house too.

Luckily they din't hurt him and just asked him to cover his head.

The child saw them are chinese and they took just 15 mins to stole all the things.

So we suspected that they were same gang and my house was the first incident.

Because we lost the most....x(

My mom kept on blame herself

because din't keep back the jewelleries to bank..

Saw her liked that i also very sad le.

Hope she don't think too much.

Now we quite worry that they will back again

because got some house got broke in few times.

We going to set alarm i think?

Maybe adopt a dog too...

How we hope that our dog is still here...

maybe the thieves won't broke in.

I miss you, my beloved doggy, Victor

Why this world so unfair.

How hard we earn money and work only can leave in this nice house

but what we have just taken by thieves in few mins..

and now they just keep on do the same things to earn money.

Hope they will get caught soon...

Police please do something la...

Haiz...

Now don't know angry or sad???

Just speechless with all of these...

signed off..

Memories

Nothing to do holidays..

Suddenly miss everyone that i changed my life..

So...lets have a flash back of memories...!! ^^

6E/2005

6 years of classmate

now 10 years of friendships..

6E gang..

(Edwin's birthday)

2C/2007

2 years of classmate but lots of memories

Still remember we won for many competitions..xD

Specially CHORAL SPEAKING

We have a blog for 2 cekap too.

www.twocekaposeven.blogspot.com

3D/2008

Sampat boys gang here

Form 3 totally change my life

A lot of first time happened.

All thick and thin make me grown up a lots.

4C/2009

Form 4 life totally different

but next year will be more tough

Learn a lot this year.

3 most important things i have learnt

1. Health and study...which one more important?

2. How to care and love our beloved

3. Clear, know what we do and don't regret

Class party

Luckily we din't streaming.

Next year will be a better year

guys gambateh for spm..xP

Chinese society/2009

Chinese gang here...

No banana..xD

St john/2009

The best and greatest AGM performance..^^

Love st john lots....

Want to grow up?? Join us

Best friends forever

4 years friendship...and more come

Some of them even 10 years..

Although sometime we seldom talk

but still we know our friendship will last forever.

Memories will never fade

And friendship will never lost

May our friendship will last forever

Friends forever...

Muahx