Everything just happen too fast...
Now i don't know what to do already.
It is almost success
but then suddenly it seems like fail again.
2 more days only.
Hope it will change.
Please.....
Friday, October 22, 2010
Thing is changing again
Hey guys.....
although i don't know thing will change until how.
But i'm telling you guys
thing is changing....a bit and a bit....
Maybe it will not be what i expect
but at least we did talk....we did think back
Oh well,
now i know that
confess is not an easy thing.
7 days to mpt5....
i'm so nervous now....
i don't know what should i do on that day
how should i react....how should i perform in front of you.
Hope it will be a nice day.
Hope you won't make me disappointed.
My friends,
can't wait to meet you guys there.
Must take a lot a lot of photo with you guys.
Come find me xP
although i don't know thing will change until how.
But i'm telling you guys
thing is changing....a bit and a bit....
Maybe it will not be what i expect
but at least we did talk....we did think back
Oh well,
now i know that
confess is not an easy thing.
7 days to mpt5....
i'm so nervous now....
i don't know what should i do on that day
how should i react....how should i perform in front of you.
Hope it will be a nice day.
Hope you won't make me disappointed.
My friends,
can't wait to meet you guys there.
Must take a lot a lot of photo with you guys.
Come find me xP
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Sometime i wish i am your friend
at least you will come and find me
and talk to me.
When you just in front of me,
I don't know what to do.
I can't even stop and walk towards you.
Even can't heard a single word from you.
Just could see you from far distance.
If time could stop.
Passed-by you is the toughest time.
at least you will come and find me
and talk to me.
When you just in front of me,
I don't know what to do.
I can't even stop and walk towards you.
Even can't heard a single word from you.
Just could see you from far distance.
If time could stop.
Passed-by you is the toughest time.
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
best part for the day
The best part for today
is not i din't go to school.
is not i get good result for my pra.
is not i done my forecast result.
The best part is i see you in school.
Although i saw you just 2 days ago
but today you look different.
I have long time din't look at you like that.
Although is far but i won't forget anymore.
Another best part is you did something unexpected.
I'm glad that you keep your promise to me.
Thanks for giving me one last memorable day.
is not i din't go to school.
is not i get good result for my pra.
is not i done my forecast result.
The best part is i see you in school.
Although i saw you just 2 days ago
but today you look different.
I have long time din't look at you like that.
Although is far but i won't forget anymore.
Another best part is you did something unexpected.
I'm glad that you keep your promise to me.
Thanks for giving me one last memorable day.
Saturday, October 16, 2010
Mixing up
Went to scholarship interview today.
Everyone seems like wearing so formal.
We are giving 15 minutes to read an article
and 15 minutes interview section.
I'm quite lucky that i read the article quite easy
is about PMR and UPSR.
Anyway,
I lazy to talk about the process
overall the interviewer is friendly.
What i did is smile all the time.
.......................................................................................................................
Another thing is
when you realize many people mix up
your lover with another girl
what will you feel?
But still he is not mine anymore.
Everyone seems like wearing so formal.
We are giving 15 minutes to read an article
and 15 minutes interview section.
I'm quite lucky that i read the article quite easy
is about PMR and UPSR.
Anyway,
I lazy to talk about the process
overall the interviewer is friendly.
What i did is smile all the time.
.......................................................................................................................
Another thing is
when you realize many people mix up
your lover with another girl
what will you feel?
But still he is not mine anymore.
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
It's gone
Happy moment always short.
Laughter always will disappear....
I feel something wrong with me again...
not sure what is that.
Heart feel abnormal...
Something i want to split it out but i can't find a way.
A lot of things are coming....are going to happen
I feel very scare now.....
I'm not prepared.
But somehow i want them come fast.
Maybe things won't go well.
Better then now i feel like knock to the wall....
or either jump to the sea.
Laughter always will disappear....
I feel something wrong with me again...
not sure what is that.
Heart feel abnormal...
Something i want to split it out but i can't find a way.
A lot of things are coming....are going to happen
I feel very scare now.....
I'm not prepared.
But somehow i want them come fast.
Maybe things won't go well.
Better then now i feel like knock to the wall....
or either jump to the sea.
Monday, October 11, 2010
Crazy moment....
Hohoho....
Everyone say i'm so high today.
I'm the noisiest person in class today.
First time....^^
Finally finish account exam.
Although account is so so so hard and i can't do
but still i'm so high and happy.
Today i'm totally abnormal....
I'm going crazy today....xD
Don't know why.....i'm so happy today.
Everyone say i'm so high today.
I'm the noisiest person in class today.
First time....^^
Finally finish account exam.
Although account is so so so hard and i can't do
but still i'm so high and happy.
Today i'm totally abnormal....
I'm going crazy today....xD
Don't know why.....i'm so happy today.
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Starting and ending
We always run from starting point
and we finish at end point (starting point).
But not everything can back to starting point.
Just like relationship.
and we finish at end point (starting point).
But not everything can back to starting point.
Just like relationship.
10/10/10
Today is a special day for everyone.
A day which only once in our life time.......
But today makes me think about one year ago.
I will never never forget that day....
From a stranger....
we become classmate....
then friends.....enemy.....unofficial.....
official.....and now....
we back to stranger.......
a familiar stranger....
We always argue.....fight....
we hurt each other before.....
we even break...and...back together again...
we sms....and call....shopping...watch movie...
went ir....dance...
we did share the best moment.....
Everything just happened so fast....
and now one year past...
It likes a circle....
everything back to starting point...
But everything every moment...that had happened
will never back to starting point....
Never will disappear....
But everything become memory....
forever lasting memory....
Today we become speechless....
not because we have nothing to say...
because we not dare to say...
we can't tell each other....
Everything look good at first
but we never know the ending....
ending is always unexpected.....unbelievable...
-End-
A day which only once in our life time.......
But today makes me think about one year ago.
I will never never forget that day....
From a stranger....
we become classmate....
then friends.....enemy.....unofficial.....
official.....and now....
we back to stranger.......
a familiar stranger....
We always argue.....fight....
we hurt each other before.....
we even break...and...back together again...
we sms....and call....shopping...watch movie...
went ir....dance...
we did share the best moment.....
Everything just happened so fast....
and now one year past...
It likes a circle....
everything back to starting point...
But everything every moment...that had happened
will never back to starting point....
Never will disappear....
But everything become memory....
forever lasting memory....
Today we become speechless....
not because we have nothing to say...
because we not dare to say...
we can't tell each other....
Everything look good at first
but we never know the ending....
ending is always unexpected.....unbelievable...
-End-
Friday, October 8, 2010
Chinese lesson
多少个晚上，因为那些往事，我久久地注视着窗外黑漆漆的一切，难以入睡……
多少个瞬间，因为那些往事，我呆滞地盯着昏暗的天空，任记忆刺痛自己的心房，直至刺穿自己的心脏……
多少个雨天，因为那些往事，我独自撑着伞，穿梭于充满着一对对情侣甜言蜜语的小树林，忧愁的走着，走着……伞下是一张不知是被泪水浸湿还是被雨水打湿的脸，还有那种独属于我的咸咸的感觉……
多少个阳光明媚的日子，因为那些往事，我默默地祈祷着虔诚地渴求着一场暴风雨，因为只有在暴风雨中，才没有人看得见我脸上恣意流淌着的眼泪，因为只有那样，我才可以让自己恣情地去哭……
多少个瞬间，因为那些往事，我呆滞地盯着昏暗的天空，任记忆刺痛自己的心房，直至刺穿自己的心脏……
多少个雨天，因为那些往事，我独自撑着伞，穿梭于充满着一对对情侣甜言蜜语的小树林，忧愁的走着，走着……伞下是一张不知是被泪水浸湿还是被雨水打湿的脸，还有那种独属于我的咸咸的感觉……
多少个阳光明媚的日子，因为那些往事，我默默地祈祷着虔诚地渴求着一场暴风雨，因为只有在暴风雨中，才没有人看得见我脸上恣意流淌着的眼泪，因为只有那样，我才可以让自己恣情地去哭……
有很多的痛苦无法倾诉
但只能去自我安慰
那就是隐痛
但只能去自我安慰
那就是隐痛
有很多的佳人不能归属自己所有
但只能去偷偷的欣赏
但只能去偷偷的欣赏
Nice to read but hard to do it
怀揣曾经灿烂的梦想，逝去昔日邂逅的尘埃，让所有的过往全部都烟消云散！这一切的一切都不过是轮回中美丽焦点，任何事都不会伴随我们到所谓的每一天！凡尘俗事都只是我们人生道路上最华丽的牵绊，这是我们无法改变的尘缘...
My pain is back
My pain is back or perhaps never gone away before
Today is suppose to be a nice day but everything change just after recess.
Now I realize the most painful moment in love story
Is not a couple can't be together or further apart
Is when you know the person you love is
avoiding you.
just taking exam in same class
but it makes you to change class
makes you avoid me.
I know why you did that
I know we never can go back to the past
I know I never can treat you as friend anymore
But I don't know when I can stop searching you
Stop thinking about you
I know it need time to heal my wound
But I don't know when and how long.
Today you just hurt me deeply
do you know that?
I try my best to be normal
Not to think about it anymore
But I really can't
I cant accept
what you have done to me.
Today is a big pain
How about 22 days after?
My prom night?
Will you like today avoid me?
Changing place?
Please don't do that to me please.
Can't you let me have a one last nice and meaningful day?
Just once?
My friend?
Will you help me too?
Help me to make a nice day or perhaps night.
Today is suppose to be a nice day but everything change just after recess.
Now I realize the most painful moment in love story
Is not a couple can't be together or further apart
Is when you know the person you love is
avoiding you.
just taking exam in same class
but it makes you to change class
makes you avoid me.
I know why you did that
I know we never can go back to the past
I know I never can treat you as friend anymore
But I don't know when I can stop searching you
Stop thinking about you
I know it need time to heal my wound
But I don't know when and how long.
Today you just hurt me deeply
do you know that?
I try my best to be normal
Not to think about it anymore
But I really can't
I cant accept
what you have done to me.
Today is a big pain
How about 22 days after?
My prom night?
Will you like today avoid me?
Changing place?
Please don't do that to me please.
Can't you let me have a one last nice and meaningful day?
Just once?
My friend?
Will you help me too?
Help me to make a nice day or perhaps night.
Friday, October 1, 2010
In nowhere
After sejarah and bio papers
Now is just like finish exam....^^
But still i haven't touch my physic and chemistry.
-----------------------------------------------------------------
I still remember one of the moral paper question.
"apakah kesan jika kita tidak merancang masa hadapan kita?"
Oh well,
i'm going for sunway scholarship interview 10 days later.
But now i'm asking myself
why i want to take A-level?
Until now i still don't know what i want to do in my future.
I'm still not sure of it.
I don't know whether my interest is just temporary or what?
I don't know whether is suitable for me?
Can i study well in this?
I can cope with it or not?
I can success in my carrier?
Even i can find a job or not?
I still can't see my future.......
------------------------------------------------------------------------
This week my family are talking about
buying a house at kota kemuning.
It cost a lot....around 600++k
Talking about house
it related to future....
thats why now i'm thinking my future
but i still don't know.....
At last, we decided not to but already.
But after this,
i realize money is actually very important.
Of cause planning for future too.
This exam makes me so stress
is because of this.
I still can't see my As in SPM.
I still can't see my future.
I can't imagine what i will be in future.
Live in hard life or my dream life?
Just 51 days left......
SPM is around the corner.....
I swear i will study very very hard for SPM
after my PRA exam.
If not, I also don't know how.....
Time to think a way to force myself.
Slap myself if i din't do?
Can't eat?
Sound like torturing.....
Should cut off time of using computer and watching tv.
Okay....got to go.
Time to sleep and prepare for tomorrow training.
Now is just like finish exam....^^
But still i haven't touch my physic and chemistry.
-----------------------------------------------------------------
I still remember one of the moral paper question.
"apakah kesan jika kita tidak merancang masa hadapan kita?"
Oh well,
i'm going for sunway scholarship interview 10 days later.
But now i'm asking myself
why i want to take A-level?
Until now i still don't know what i want to do in my future.
I'm still not sure of it.
I don't know whether my interest is just temporary or what?
I don't know whether is suitable for me?
Can i study well in this?
I can cope with it or not?
I can success in my carrier?
Even i can find a job or not?
I still can't see my future.......
------------------------------------------------------------------------
This week my family are talking about
buying a house at kota kemuning.
It cost a lot....around 600++k
Talking about house
it related to future....
thats why now i'm thinking my future
but i still don't know.....
At last, we decided not to but already.
But after this,
i realize money is actually very important.
Of cause planning for future too.
This exam makes me so stress
is because of this.
I still can't see my As in SPM.
I still can't see my future.
I can't imagine what i will be in future.
Live in hard life or my dream life?
Just 51 days left......
SPM is around the corner.....
I swear i will study very very hard for SPM
after my PRA exam.
If not, I also don't know how.....
Time to think a way to force myself.
Slap myself if i din't do?
Can't eat?
Sound like torturing.....
Should cut off time of using computer and watching tv.
Okay....got to go.
Time to sleep and prepare for tomorrow training.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)