Genting Trip

Just come back from Genting yesterday.
On the way back from Genting,
many cars traffic jam from KL to Genting.
Don't know what time they will reach Genting.
Maybe at night also haven't reach there. xD

Come back from Genting really tired.
My whole body really pain
especially both sides of my shoulder
become blue-black. x(
Gosh...first time play until so serious.

24/11/09 (Day 1)
Welcome to Genting!!
The weather was so cold there.
Couldn't see the nice scenery of Genting.

First thing we did at Genting
were went to indoor theme park.

Wow...a lot of tickets...

Is it cute?? First time i grab this and i get double. xD

Then,
one of my cousin and i went to first world.

long way to first world. x(

Walk from Genting to first world a lot of time.

Tired.

Guess what we did at first world?
Walked around and also.....^^

We bought 2012 tickets. 10pm.

Cost RM13 per ticket.

Last 2 tickets and i got it. xD

At night,
i went for buffer for dinner. Cost RM63.45.
Gosh...So expensive.
Felt so sorry.
I tried to eat a lot. But sorry i'm too full.

After dinner,
then went for movie xD.
Felt a little bit not comfortable while watching movie.
Because of the guy sat beside me. x(
End of the day....

25/11/09 (Day 2)
I couldn't sleep well last night.
Almost liked din't sleep.
So, 7 am i woke up and prepared went to outdoor theme park.

Say hi to theme park. xD

At Genting, everything is expensive.

We got to ride all of the games i think
except that Solero shot (don't know what the name).
I still don't want to die first ^^
no needed to experience what the feeling of jumping from the top.

This pirate ship is not scary but is funny.

Both side of the people who are siting at the end of the ship

waiting each other to shout first. xD

Flying coaster

Have to pay extra for this.

Cost RM10 per ticket.

But is worth it.

This is the game my shoulder get blue-black.

i think so.

At night,
Don't know why they ate so expensive for dinner.
Cost 1000++

Chicken

Big prawn

"snow fish"

abalone and shark fin

abalone

Dont know what is this.

Taste weird weird.

But they say good for skin.

After dinner,

we went for outdoor theme park until 10pm.

I thought i could rest already.

But my dear fellow cousins,

they still wanna played.

11pm finally they finish played.

Good night. ^^

Total up.

4000++ points. xP

A lot of cup. ^^

They used dont know how much money to play and

changed for these things.

These are mine ^^

So cute. muahx

26/11/09 (Day 3)

Slept for almost 10 hours

but i still felt so tired.

Whole body couldn't move. Ouch..!!

1pm, is time to say goodbye to Genting.

Durian tarts.

yummy xD

Thats what we always buy before

we back from Genting.

When i am playing,

i really enjoyed 

but when i'm free or walking around

i start to think again. x(

This Genting trip i don't know happy or sad. 

Just know our distance getting further and further 

as the time goes by.

Travel and people in distant place

Morning,

i had read a newspaper about my star.

It wrote that

"Your mind is far away.

Mostly you are thinking about

things to do with travel

and the people in distant places.

Back to reality. Gemini"

Gosh..

it's truth!! Absolutely correct.

But not just today.

Few days before i had started to think about it.

Afternoon,

i received a message from my friend.

He told me that they will be discuss about

the Genting trip tonight 10pm.

And he also wrote at facebook to remind them.

Tomorrow i'm going Genting.
But  i'm not really feel excited.
I try to be enjoy and happy.
But i still feel disappointed.
I just cant stop thinking.

They will be going Genting without me again.
They will be talking about
how fun they are at Genting,
how enjoy they are next time i see them.
I will once again feel that i'm left out
and cant even join their conversation.
I need to prepare listen to them
pretend that i'm enjoy listening to them
act that i'm happy.

I believe everybody will do something
they feel regret and unforgivable.
Everybody will try to do their best
so that it will not happen again
and make them regret again.

I'm trying not to let anything make me regret.
I'm trying me best.
But it seem now i cant do anything.
Same thing still happen.

From form 3 mid term break,
i had done many thing that i felt regret.
Although how much effort i have put on
how much time i have spent to do 1 thing
but still many times i fail....
Every time i fall down
i have to stand up by my own
without anybody help
because no one can help me
but just me can only help myself.

How to help myself?
Doing my best is not enough.
Put all my effort is still not enough.
Once thing i should have and is a must
that is how to think in the positive way.

When everything i start to do
i put a lot of hope...a high hope.
That why i always fall badly when comes to a fall.
So, i will now start to think to the worst condition
whenever i start to do or plan anything.
So when we success,
there will be a surprise.
While when we fail,
at least we have prepared ourselves at the beginning.

That what i learnt from a television program.

This is not a bad idea.

I should try it out.

But i promise myself
one day when i have grown up.
When i can decide everything myself,
i will do anything to achieve my dream and target.
Of course not in the bad way.

Hope next post i will write something that is more happy.
Genting post probably.
Bye

What am i thinking...

Lately,
someone asked me a lot of questions.
Almost every question i dont know how to answer.
Every answer is liked contradict to each other.
I really dont know what i'm talking anymore.
I know everything i have said is just too ridicules.

I have no right to answer any questions.
I have no right to promise anything.

I'm sorry that my life is so miserable.
I'm sorry that i make you sad.
I'm sorry of being rude to you and everything.

I know sorry doesn't mean anything anymore.
But i really dont know what to do and what to say.

I cant change anything in the past.
I dont know what will happen in the future.
But i just know now what i'm thinking.
What i'm thinking now is what i have told you.
That's all i know. 

Once again....

Bad news here again.
They are going genting.
This is not a bad news for you guys
but for me is liked a rain that will never stop.

Once again
a big hope and now become nothing again.

I cant go camp and
i try so hard to control myself
not to think about it.
When i know all my dear friends can go for camp
just take only 5 little seconds
everything have changed.
I try so hard to persuade myself
camp is tough....so dirty....dont go also never mind la.
Just cant get badges only ma. Why should i so sad.
Ok fine.
Everything is fine for 1 week here.

I told myself i must go for class trip no matter what.
How seldom my mom liked gonna let me go.
Everyday i'm thinking how to persuade my parents to let me go
and how will the trip goes on...
Liked this will not be a dream anymore...is coming closer and closer to me.
But today, a short message
"class trip they are going genting"
I really dont know what to say
but my mind just keep on thinking.
Thinking..... what happened?
What to say? What to do? How should i react?
Just nothing...speechless...depress only...

No one i can talk to anymore
or i dont know where to talk from..
maybe i just think to negative.
even someone i want to call
i want to sms but
now is not the suitable time.
Blog..just blog
blogging is the only way i can think to express my feeling now.
I try not to write any emo blog
but i really dont know what to do le...

Time will cure my wound 1 day
but not now, not tomorrow...
not few years later.....
i dont know when is it.
Just let it be.
I cant control anymore.
Everything i think and i hope so just nothing.

Dont know why my mind will always remember clearly
something that is bad while good just blur....
Maybe thats why everybody will grown up
after they have experience something that is
not good and tough to them.
They try not to let the same thing happened
because they know that feeling is really really ...bad.

i dint mean anything guys.
If some of you think that i'm writing bad about you.
No, i dint mean that ok.

Tired...

When to u2 padang today for training.

After that went to sok kuan house to eat my breakfast.

Gosh...

me, sok kuan and wac tching cooked this "thing"

this "pan mee" not fully cooked enough xD

hope we wont stomachache.

So tired today,
saw my fellow members "so good " in marching
quite disappointed...
haiz....
anyway hope all of you will do your best
in competition and win for our division.

-signed off-

Alomost forget....!!!

Oh ya...!!
HAppY HoLidays guys....
This will be last 2 months break
for me and also every form4 students
because next year
will be the toughest year
and the most important moment
for our bright future....

I will fully enjoy my holidays
Cant waste every moment...

Guys.....
My holiday is still empty and blank
hehe...

I know all of you have planned
your holidays well.
But im just nothing ler....

Hope i can go for class trip...
Please hope this will not just a dream for me...
God Bless.....

Lost the bet x(

Finally,
today is the end of the bet
between me and chuan wei.

I lost the bet....x(
i lost to him about 15 marks...
Find 1 day i will treat you
a Mcd value lunch set...lolx

Never mind....
I will study more harder for next year...
Next year more important....xD

Straight A+ for spm next year....
my target....
Although is hard to achieve
but still i will try my best....^^

Best of luck....

SPM and STPM are around the corner....
Everybody...GAMBATEH
and GOOD LUCK....
Muahx...xD

4C class Party....

14/11/09
Yesterday, we had a 4C class party.
Supposed at padang but it was raining
so we changed to yu hsuan house.

I felt bad because i dint buy anything there
but i saw a lot of junk food....
and i eat a lot too....xD

Actually they were planned some game at padang
but it was raining so their plans were DESTROYED....!!!
Luckily the most excited plan was went smoothly....
It was HAUNTED HOUSE...
But i dint get to go it
because something happened when i walked
on the way to the house.
My beloved bracelet was broken...x(
This bracelet gave me a bad sign.
Liked this told me not to go in....
so at last i just walked around at padang....

Back to yu hsuan house.
All of them were GAMLBING
They were playing POKER KING...
Our goodies represented their chips....$$$$..

Then at last we had our group photo
but some of them went back....

I dint captured any photo...
it seem dont have the mood to take...
But overall ok la....xD

1st month...^^

Nothing to write for today
Cause all are private xD.
All keep in the heart is enough le.
but still today is better than previous day.

-sweet memories-

Raining Day....

Raining again.....
This raining season is also
my moody season.
Once again i feel so disappointed.

Almost everyday go to school
sure there is something happen
make me feel depress.

Somebody doesn't want stay at home, 
because they have quarrel and misunderstanding
with their family;
Somebody doesn't want go to school,
because they feel stress from their friend  
or maybe they are not happy in school because of some reasons.  


So what if both also doesn't want to go?
Where should they go then?
Go lepak? Ponteng? 
Don't know.....


Good luck everyone.....
Don't think too much.
Hope everything will be fine soon.

Waiting.....

Wait for whole day
for just 1 message
but at the end nothing......

Speechless......

Gosh....
Don't know why my heart feel strange.
really not feeling well. =(
Both hands like almost cramp.

What will happen next?
Don't dare to imagine.
Hope nothing will happen.
God bless.....

Australian Mathematic Certificate....^^

Finally,

today i get my cert. yeah...

although my mark not very good

but still i get proficiency for this. xD

 

What is this?

Arrggh......
I cant withstand this confuse situation
actually is not that complicated or problem
but i make it as a problem.

Tears is not a solution anymore
but makes me think more about it.

Haiz....
signed off...

Hooray....

Hey guys....
finally we finish our 3 weeks final exam....!!!
This 3 weeks really really tough to me n everyone.
Here comes  2 months holidays.
Time to rest n PLAY...