Dear friends,
please don't be like me.
People always say
"believe it"
Believe what you do is not wrong
Believe the person beside you
Believe everything is all right
Believe you can change it.
But now i realize is not truth.
Because i believe i'm not wrong
and now i am the one who gets hurt.
Because i believe the person that always beside me
and now i always cry for that person
Because i believe in everything is all right
and now i start to regret and blame myself
Because i believe i can change something
and now i am the one who change.
p/s: i not trying to say not to believe in everything
Just when you do or decide anything,
please bear in mind......
Make a right decision that you will never regret.
How hard i have tried to tell you what i want and what i think.
How many time i have repeat the same story and words.
Am i not clear enough??
You can clear with everything but not about what i say.
Do you even listen to me once?
Do you try to understand?
Do you try to figure it out?
No.....
Maybe what i say really not that important.
Maybe i have no right to ask from you.
Just a simple thing......
but it take you whole life....
I start to feel tired....
the more i believe...
the more i feel scare
the more i lost confidence....
I won't ask you anything anymore
i have no strength to tell you anymore
i have no energy to think and no tear to cry.
I wont force you anymore....
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