moment of silence

Dear friends,
please don't be like me.


People always say
"believe it"
Believe what you do is not wrong
Believe the person beside you
Believe everything is all right
Believe you can change it.


But now i realize is not truth.
Because i believe i'm not wrong
and now i am the one who gets hurt.
Because i believe the person that always beside me
and now i always cry for that person
Because i believe in everything is all right
and now i start to regret and blame myself
Because i believe i can change something
and now i am the one who change.

p/s: i not trying to say not to believe in everything
Just when you do or decide anything,
please bear in mind......
Make a right decision that you will never regret.


How hard i have tried to tell you what i want and what i think.
How many time i have repeat the same story and words.


Am i not clear enough??
You can clear with everything but not about what i say.
Do you even listen to me once?
Do you try to understand?
Do you try to figure it out?


No.....


Maybe what i say really not that important.
Maybe i have no right to ask from you.


Just a simple thing......
but it take you whole life....


I start to feel tired....
the more i believe...
the more i feel scare
the more i lost confidence....


I won't ask you anything anymore
i have no strength to tell you anymore
i have no energy to think and no tear to cry.
I wont force you anymore....


End

28/8/2010

Haha....
today went to take "undang-undang berkomputer"
guess what??
i got 49/50....

i'm not trying to show off anyway ^^

few days before....

mom: Do you take the cd from uncle already?
me   : No need la... i can just study from the book.
mom : My friend's daughter who very clever and get
          straight As also fail the test.
me : Why you like to compare me with other?
mom : I'm not comparing!! I just want you to use to it with the question.

a day before exam....

bro: Uncle calls me today. He says that he not free these few days.
       So he asks whether you want take other day and he will give cd
       to you tomorrow or just take the test tomorrow?
me : Ok i sure will take the test tomorrow.
bro : Just study the book then sure pass.
mom : If you fail then your own fault ah...You pay yourself
          if you fail the test. I will not pay for you.

lalala......

ps: mom i can do it......believe me
And then today...haha
finally i prove to my mom that i can pass.

Bro's Graduation

11/7/2010

Yeah....

went to my bro graduation.....

HAPPY GRADUATED ^^

Is this flower nice xD

muahx

Wearing......

Family photo...

Someone very nervous.....

With professor...

sis & bro

ss time

Time to say bye....

That's all...

Short summary for my bro graduation.

Few years later,

it will be my turn. ^^

synopsis

oh oh oh...
i left my blog for so long already.

There are a lots of thing i want to post
such as :
~St John Annual General Meeting
~My brother graduation
~And a lots more class picture

Will be update after trial exam....

Oh gosh...
my trial paper.....@#@#$
all question seem to be so familiar
but i can't even thing a single word..
Haiz....