26th of jan

today is a colourful day

1st
today is my 1st day of driving
overall ok
but just when i reach my home
when i release my stering
my whole body suddenly feel no more energy.

2nd
oh my....
my so called "didi"
call me on 2330pm.
and say HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

He says: " today not your birthday meh? I thought is 26th?"
Me: " yes is 26th...but not january.....!!!! Is MAY....!!!"

3rd
Oh my...again
i did something crazy...
something embarras
haiz.....

things can start easily but end hardly......

why why why.....
i try not to think
not to mention
not to do something crazy

but i still think about it
i still listen someone talking about it
i still do something crazy.....embarrass...
ish....

Time

my friend says time can heal my wound
but one thing i have to do is...........
i need to let go.

but i realize i never let go before.

we seem like forgetting many parts of our memories
but these memories will always stay in our deep heart
which we can never be remembered.

we believe something that is not truth called misunderstanding.
we can't accept something that is truth called understanding.

10th

Out of sight, out of mind.

But my mind still remembered clearly.

Everything, every moment.

I wish i never use facebook.

because i just can't stop searching.

i am the one who choose this... 

Competition is coming....

maybe i can't help them much

but i wish i can help them out.

Win all the prizes....

College is coming too....

But i still haven't registered.

New life is coming...

but i still haven't prepared.

I'm still living in the past.....

I just can't believe everything become past tense.

No more future tense.

sat activity

today is a cloudy day....
but my hand very hot...
splashed by hot water before go to school for activity.
ouch...pain ah....now still pain :(

then go to KLCC for education fair....
after back from there...
i feel more confuse...very very confuse.....

oh yeah.....
i saw leng zai there..xD

i feel sorry for my team member....
sorry for can't go for training...

when reached home..
i feel so tired...and headache....x(

end of today story....

6th day

2nd day for ERU...
today just do nothing in hospital....
no any emergency case.

Just feel pity for the child who hurt very badly
until he doesn't cry?
Glass cut till the lung....x(

When back home and on facebook....
waiting to see some pictures....

I thought i don't miss him anymore.
But i feel bad when i see the pictures...

I'm actually start my new year badly.....

1/1/11
objection to go genting...........
(3rd time being reject)

2/1/11
make a tough decision.....