Preparing for war

Hey guys...
I know you guys miss me...xD

I haven't update my prom night....
No time....x(

10 days to go...

I'm still not ready for war....

My brain almost burst already...

Everything like come out from my brain...
How????

Anyway...
i will leave my blog until after spm xD

Only i will come back and update ya..

See you guys...

Straight A++++

I am going to get you in my hand....

Please wish me ya....

May God will bless me too ^^

Bye

Everything just happen too fast...
Now i don't know what to do already.

It is almost success
but then suddenly it seems like fail again.

2 more days only.
Hope it will change.
Please.....

Thing is changing again

Hey guys.....
although i don't know thing will change until how.
But i'm telling you guys
thing is changing....a bit and a bit....

Maybe it will not be what i expect
but at least we did talk....we did think back

Oh well,
now i know that
confess is not an easy thing.

7 days to mpt5....
i'm so nervous now....
i don't know what should i do on that day
how should i react....how should i perform in front of you.

Hope it will be a nice day.
Hope you won't make me disappointed.

My friends,
can't wait to meet you guys there.
Must take a lot a lot of photo with you guys.
Come find me xP

Sometime i wish i am your friend
at least you will come and find me
and talk to me.

When you just in front of me,
I don't know what to do.
I can't even stop and walk towards you.
Even can't heard a single word from you.

Just could see you from far distance.
If time could stop.

Passed-by you is the toughest time.

best part for the day

The best part for today
is not i din't go to school.
is not i get good result for my pra.
is not i done my forecast result.

The best part is i see you in school.
Although i saw you just 2 days ago
but today you look different.
I have long time din't look at you like that.
Although is far but i won't forget anymore.

Another best part is you did something unexpected.
I'm glad that you keep your promise to me.
Thanks for giving me one last memorable day.

Mixing up

Went to scholarship interview today.
Everyone seems like wearing so formal.

We are giving 15 minutes to read an article
and 15 minutes interview section.
I'm quite lucky that i read the article quite easy
is about PMR and UPSR.

Anyway,
I lazy to talk about the process
overall the interviewer is friendly.
What i did is smile all the time.

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Another thing is
when you realize many people mix up
your lover with another girl
what will you feel?

But still he is not mine anymore.

It's gone

Happy moment always short.
Laughter always will disappear....

I feel something wrong with me again...
not sure what is that.

Heart feel abnormal...
Something i want to split it out but i can't find a way.

A lot of things are coming....are going to happen
I feel very scare now.....
I'm not prepared.
But somehow i want them come fast.

Maybe things won't go well.
Better then now i feel like knock to the wall....
or either jump to the sea.