Movie

High school musical 3.
Gosh....
I cried when i watched them dance.

"Can I have this dance"
This song makes me think about prom.

I don't know what will happen that day.
I just know that i'm alone.
You may sit so near to me
but you are not belongs to me.

Dream dream dream

I had a dream this morning.
I was awake because of this dream.

I couldn't remember what dream is it.

A don't know is good or bad.
What i remember is a dream between us.

"日有所思，夜有所梦"

Think about you day and night.

Story during exam

Day 1
bm paper may out of topic

Day 2
bi not enough time to write
even forget to write name ==

What will happen on day 3 and following days?
Oh no....
i seriously don't know what going on with me..
Haiz

This time sure will worser than previous exam ah.

4 days

20/09/2010
Girl's six sense is always right.
Or girl always guess right.

From you :
"Yes. Study first."

This words is right
but i just can't accept.

21/09/2010
And now you tell me the truth.

Truth always cruel.
Now i only know i'm the reason.

I have no right to ask you.
But why must choose to leave.

Is the best way for you but not me.
You can concentrate but i just can't stop thinking.

When i choose you that time

you leave me.

Seeing you so close
but i just can't approach you.

22/09/2010
Today is mooncake festival.
Today suppose a day which loves ones gather but not for me.

People always say
when you miss someone
look at the moon....
He maybe looking at it too.

Holding my phone all the time
i'm waiting.....

23/09/2010
Seeing other couples so sweet.

At school,
Every moment
i just can't stop looking outside
searching......

Looking at you
I wonder what are you thinking
Do you miss me as i do?

I really forcing myself to study study...
i just can't do so....


You telling me there is hope.
But you are avoiding me too....
Why?


Give up or keep?


You stole my happiness, my heart and everything.
And now you leave me just a "study"
without any words
without telling me what to do.


Fighting with my mind all the time now......
study and stop thinking........

School reopened...!!

I thought is a new day
but is not.....

Everything just like last time.
Giving me hope and throw it away again.

3 days past....
now is the forth day already.
I'm still don't know what's going on.

Do i really think too much again?
But is it possible a person can change 360'
in 4 days? or perhaps just in 1 day?

I'm pushing myself and
tell myself you have to find out....
But i realize when i'm standing in front of you
i'm speechless.....
I just don't know how to ask you/
I just scare you will hate me
because i'm too annoying.

I don't know why you always won't
honest to me...
won't tell me what you thinking.....

Simple or complicated

Love is something that
we never never never
can compare......

Never never never
tell each other
how much you love him or her
how much you have did for him or her
how you have given.....

not because you
don't love or you did nothing
because you love him or her more than
word can describe or list out
because you did more than he or she want.

When we fight....
no one will lose or win....
but everyone hurt
especially when we try to
show how much we did and love.

But we always say...
tell each other.....everything

Sound contradict right?
Or love is complicated.....

Noise and quiet

14/09/2010
Suppose to be a nice day
but obviously not.
Is a bad day.
I thought suppose to be a day
which make us get closer
but now we get further and further.

No date anymore??
Sound unbelievable.

Is this related to that day?
the day that still have 45 days to go?
Or i not even being invited?

15/09/2010
today sound quiet.....
is very very quiet.
oh well....
i din't expected to be so so serious.
until you have to avoid me
or just i think too much.
But now become something
that will need times and days or weeks or months
to make thing change.