streaming...!!!

Omg..!!
Just heard the news about streaming next year.
I cant believe i'm in 5K.
I thought my friend just kidding but is truth.

I will miss 4C so much.
4C just give me lots of memories.
People there make me feel so warmth just like family.
i will miss you guys so much. ^^
Love you all....muahx

Say hi to 5K.
But i will be so so so......STRESS there.
All smart people there....
I'm gonna kill myself.
No life for form 5.... :(
Really go to war...haiz

Tonight
i will have a bad bad dream..
or even cant fall asleep... =.=

Back to war

5 more days to go and school reopen soon.....
Suddenly so desperate back to school.

Get ready to the war.....
No more playing ....
No time to rest.
Hectic life is started soon...

I still have 5 more days to recover.
Can i do it??
I don't know but i will try my best ^^

Final ending

Hey..hey...hey..

Raining session is finally ended.

No more tears to cry.

These few days just too tired about everything.

What i should do, what i should say

i just did it today.

I understand what the answer means.

I finally accept it.

I won't do anything about this again.


Time to let go.

And concentrate on study ^^

The next time you guys see me on school reopen

will be a new wai yien ^^

After Xmas

26/12/09

Back to hometown xD

And we had a BBQ.

This was the best BBQ ever that i had.

We planning to have another BBQ on chinese new year.

Chickens...

And Chickens...

Hotdogs and fishes....

Yummy....xP

Finally we clear all the food....

Then, back to gambling....xD

Mahjong

While some of them playing playstation, psp....

Chatting around....

-End-

Xmas eve

24/12/09

Xmas eve should be happy right?
So i decided to join my friends to lagoon xD
When i arrived there only knew that there were 3 of us only.
But we had a lot of fun there ^^

nice view right?

Say hi to our organizer ^^

Only guy

Me xD

We were siting cup....

Can you me me and soon yong?? haha

So call shoe ride...

I love this pirate ship so much..

It was awesome.

Hang up 360...

We went to swimming pool too.

Something happened in the "river".

I dropped my spec in the water.

That time i knew i was stepping my spec.

But when i moved a bit then lost it.

Walk around the river for almost 1 hour i think?

They kept on asking me to give up and played other games first.

But did i have mood to play other game? No..

Finally, thanks God.

A guy found my spec.

But i forgot how that guy looked like.

Din't where spec ma..

Later we liked stalking that guy's brother.

Cause yu hsuan wanted to see how the guy looked like xD

But we couldn't find him.

Anyway thanks a lot to him

Time to say goodbye

Went back home almost 7 night.

But home was so so quiet...............

And i got scold by parents badly =.=

Because i din't picked their calls

and din't call back home while i was enjoying.

Luckily i found back my spec if not i would get scold more badly.

Today really a good starting but bad ending.

Got scold by parents for few days

and no outgoing anymore....haiz...

Said goodbye to all the upcoming activities :(

Anniversay

I'm back.

Now i have my mood back to update.

23/12/09

Guess what so special today?

Yeah...yeah...

My "Mom and Dad 24th Wedding Anniversary"

We went to Victoria station to have our dinner ^^

Our delicious dishes xP............

But i forgot what the name already xD

         

 

        

Here our group photo...

Wish mom and dad live happy ever together....

Love..muahx

X'mas present...??

I keep on telling myself 

no matter what happened i won't cry on x'mas..

Everything happened just let it be and forget about it.

Be a good girl..

Don't do anything wrong

Be careful when i talk

Think before i react

I really try very very hard

but i don't know why

i just do nothing but i get scold hardly...

Something that is normal..and i do it everyday

but today seem like something eyesore or irritate to someone.

Now i always feel like i will get scold anytime any moment.

Even now i'm posting.

Is it once i did wrong than it means i will forever did wrong?

Once i did wrong bring whole life suffer?

I really can't withstand what just happened lately.

Too many things happened in the same time.

I don't know where my tears come from?

Just like running water that never stop.

Happy moment just like few seconds

but all those unhappy and scary moments 
like days and years....

My parents asked what i want for my xmas present.

I didn't say anything...nothing.

But what i really want is happy.

I want forget every bad memories and forgiveness from everyone. 

But this will never happened right?

Except one day miracle or accident happened

that i lost all my memories.

This is what i get for my xmas present.

-signed off-