5Kukuh Class party.....

Oh yeah....!!
Our class party is on
08/09/10
(nice day right??)

Once i stepped into sunway

guess what i saw??

I saw few guys lying on the railway.

Once we step in...

what we say?

Take PHOTO

Toilet

Train....(this picture look cool)

at phot mechine

Sound crazy right??

So big still play bumper car....

7 crazy people

me, bren, shi hui, jena, zen zuan

william,zhi yean

Group photo....

Luckily get to take photo....

Thanks to bumper car...

Smile

Hot and pretty Girls....

Random picture...

Don't know why we love to take this...

Say Goodbye to Shogun...

Oh wait....

Guess how much we eat....??

$$1961

Summary of what we did in sunway:

~take photo

~test my dress (anyway very paiseh)

~Shogun

~bumper car

~ last but not least .......WE SAW LAU KAI FAI..........

Oh well...

this class party quite fun.....

i think we did get more close together.....

-end-

Holidays....

Oh well....
one week had past....

Can't remember what i did
because i did nothing...!!!

Everyday just
sleep, eat, facebook, shopping, movie..

My target for this holiday:
Finish account, chemistry, bio, sejarah, physic

One week had gone....
i just study account and few chapter for bio..haiz
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Still got 2 more day....
now i realize something....
Something that i need to do everyday..
and now i stop for 6 days already....
How hard to past my day.....

Hope that time will go faster.....
I miss so much....
Fast come back la.....

A day before holiday.....

People always say :

everyday is a new day.

I really believe that is truth.

I always believe that thing will change one day.

Today i have a hope

but does not come true.

I tell myself never mind

today does not make it come true

then i will wait for tomorrow.

Everyday i wait and wait

i even try me best to make it come true

but every time i fail to do it.

I tell myself again never mind

i can wait. 

I give myself a chance.

Every second passed-by.

Everyday i tell myself the same thing

everyday i feel so tired so disappointed

everyday i feel so sad

even everyday i keep on being the annoying one.

I thought you understand

and you tell me that you understand

but i know you don't.

I finally understand what your feeling.

Waiting really is tough.

But one thing you will never understand

my feeling is 10 times more hurt than you.

If everything i have to say

i have to beg you to do it

then i really feel that i very useless.

Begging someone to do what i want?

sound so cheap....

Do for only one day? Do just to satisfy me?

i feel more sad.

What i want just 5 to 10 minutes....

Why take you whole life to do it.

Is it simple?

Everyday you are breaking my hope, 

I really don't want to be an annoying person

who everyday fight with you to satisfy my wish.

I don't want to cry for it everyday.

I really tired.

What you want me to do now?

I everyday tell myself

give you one more chance...one more chance

even i force to tell you a dateline 

you still can't do it.

Why you always make me disappointed?

Why always make me want to give up.

I really don't want to give up

do you understand?

Why force me to do that?

Until now i thought you should know i don't want to.

suffer for long period or short?

how long do i need to go through?

What should i do?

moment of silence

Dear friends,
please don't be like me.


People always say
"believe it"
Believe what you do is not wrong
Believe the person beside you
Believe everything is all right
Believe you can change it.


But now i realize is not truth.
Because i believe i'm not wrong
and now i am the one who gets hurt.
Because i believe the person that always beside me
and now i always cry for that person
Because i believe in everything is all right
and now i start to regret and blame myself
Because i believe i can change something
and now i am the one who change.

p/s: i not trying to say not to believe in everything
Just when you do or decide anything,
please bear in mind......
Make a right decision that you will never regret.


How hard i have tried to tell you what i want and what i think.
How many time i have repeat the same story and words.


Am i not clear enough??
You can clear with everything but not about what i say.
Do you even listen to me once?
Do you try to understand?
Do you try to figure it out?


No.....


Maybe what i say really not that important.
Maybe i have no right to ask from you.


Just a simple thing......
but it take you whole life....


I start to feel tired....
the more i believe...
the more i feel scare
the more i lost confidence....


I won't ask you anything anymore
i have no strength to tell you anymore
i have no energy to think and no tear to cry.
I wont force you anymore....


End

28/8/2010

Haha....
today went to take "undang-undang berkomputer"
guess what??
i got 49/50....

i'm not trying to show off anyway ^^

few days before....

mom: Do you take the cd from uncle already?
me   : No need la... i can just study from the book.
mom : My friend's daughter who very clever and get
          straight As also fail the test.
me : Why you like to compare me with other?
mom : I'm not comparing!! I just want you to use to it with the question.

a day before exam....

bro: Uncle calls me today. He says that he not free these few days.
       So he asks whether you want take other day and he will give cd
       to you tomorrow or just take the test tomorrow?
me : Ok i sure will take the test tomorrow.
bro : Just study the book then sure pass.
mom : If you fail then your own fault ah...You pay yourself
          if you fail the test. I will not pay for you.

lalala......

ps: mom i can do it......believe me
And then today...haha
finally i prove to my mom that i can pass.

Bro's Graduation

11/7/2010

Yeah....

went to my bro graduation.....

HAPPY GRADUATED ^^

Is this flower nice xD

muahx

Wearing......

Family photo...

Someone very nervous.....

With professor...

sis & bro

ss time

Time to say bye....

That's all...

Short summary for my bro graduation.

Few years later,

it will be my turn. ^^

synopsis

oh oh oh...
i left my blog for so long already.

There are a lots of thing i want to post
such as :
~St John Annual General Meeting
~My brother graduation
~And a lots more class picture

Will be update after trial exam....

Oh gosh...
my trial paper.....@#@#$
all question seem to be so familiar
but i can't even thing a single word..
Haiz....