Confession (last post) :D

It is 1.31am now...2nd day of Chinese new year 2012!!!

Every time I told to myself I won't post any posts anymore
I told myself this blog is mostly all about sad moments
So don't come back...stop blogging....but now
I'm back again....

After i have seen all the posts I had posted...
Oh...I really grow up ^^
I really change a lot.

Memories will always be memory...
We will cry like it just happened.

It is easy to take up something, carry something and
Love someone...but it is very hard to put it down let it go.

After one year for truly love someone
I used to be living with him...not just sms or call everyday
Even quarrel with him. Better than silent.
After one year of living without him...
Still I not used to it...

So, love someone with true heart...
Don't give up easily...
Never regret what you did
Don't be like me...guys

Today...this wil be my last post of blogging.
The only way I will able to stop thinking but not forget
because I know I won't be able to...

Memories...memories....
I wish I will never forget about you...
I wish you will stay in my heart forever
I wish you will not knock my heart and break my heart anymore
I wish I will not have any hopes towards you
I wish I won't be jeolous anymore
I wish i will stop visiting your Facebook
I wish I will not wait for your call anymore
I wish I can move on
I wish I can live without you
I wish you will never forget me as well
I wish you will be happy as I will always pray for you.

For the last time I say this to you
For the last time I confess
Hope god will grant my wish
Three words that I will never say it to you anymore

"I love you"

Bye everyone....
Love you guys for visiting my blog.
Thanks for willing to lend me your time and energy
To listen to my deep side of mine.

Wish all the couples live happily together forever
Wish all the single meet someone that he loves you so much
And meet someone who is the one you want to protect.

Bye,
Loves
Wai Yien :)

2.00am
Good night

I'm back

This blog is full of sad posts....
I think this is the only place for me to split out how sad am I now.

A person can lie, can act in front of me for so long
I wonder how he can do that...
He lies to me on the first day he being close to me......

Why? Am I really the person who easily trick and play?
Why people betray? Is it fun?

At first I'm so angry about it.....
I thought I won't cry, I will be strong
but tears still fall.....

Not one but the others as well
I treat you all with all my heart
but you all see me being betray and lie
and just silence.....

Brother means can help them to lie a girl?
If you all still got a little sense of conscience,
please.....don't do that to other people.
Is hurt....really...not angry but disappointed.

幻想与现实

一直等待的事发生了，却不懂得回应，在一瞬间给毁了。又多一个遗憾了。

这几个月，一直在挣扎，
一直告诉自己，
不要想太多，
不要再幻想了，
他已忘记你，甚至讨厌你。


你又回来了。

感觉好像很高兴，却带来一点忧郁。

也许过去的一些回忆真的伤透了。

害怕历史重演，

害怕再一次离别的痛，

害怕我们没有以前那么的恩爱，

害怕我已不能做到你想要的女朋友，

害怕我们在一次伤害你。

我已失去大部分的信心了，

我已不懂现在的你是怎样了。

我们又在一次相爱了，

却只是短短的几分钟。

又是因我而起，

又是我说错话，

让你再一次灰心了，失望了。

我怎么会忘记呢？

我还记得以前的一点一滴。

我让你感觉到我的绝情。

却不懂得让你感觉我的思念，忧郁。


如果我告诉你这一切，你会怎样想？
会不会说我想多了？会不会相信我？

我到底想要怎样？

该不该澄清？该不该给我们一次机会？

该不该放弃？

Holidays

Wohoo....
still got 8 more days xD

People.....
i'm holiday now....for 1 week
but there are lots of assignments and tests......

Lately...
my heart and mind gone crazy again.....

My mood is like weather....
360 degree change in few minutes...

人的心情就像天气一样，360度转变;但人的记忆却不管怎样转都永不能忘记。

People.........!!!
Omg....
can't believe now is MAY already.

Don't know why i love May so much xD
Sweet lovely May.....
Feel like May will be a great month...

Alright....
Sometime coincidence happen....

Hmm....should i write here?

I think should keep it secret xD

Something happen make me think back all those memories.

Feel confuse now.....

touch but sad

I watched a video.
This video reminds everyone of us who have gone through this.
Let's check this out...

7 stages of relationship.
1. Meeting
2.The chase
3. Honeymoon
4. Comfortable
5. Tolerance
6. Downhill
7. Breaking up

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tSdELZxEnHY&feature=youtu.be

A day in college

Craziest day in college....

Don't know why i'm so high today
just randomly being crazy to whole class...
laugh till i'm almost sore throat already.

But sad thing is....they all still can't remember my name ==

Guys...
am i that scary???
someone say i'm scary.....
someone say people scare of me....

am i really too rude to my friend?
until they start to scare of me...

recently i know i really a bit over le....
Sorry ah my friends....

From today onwards...
i will speak nicely....

Hope i can change their mind...
^^